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2008-11-05T11:32:00.001+08:00

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2008-08-03T14:42:00.003+08:00

yest was snco pop, and it wasnt really as enjoyable as i expected it to be. i should talk about the happy part first, everyone was promoted to SGT:D yea, and out of the 5 top cadets[knowledge], 4 was from dunman high school corps :] AIYA, WE ARE JUST TOO SMART. [oh ok, not WE, but THEY. haha, zhiwei lydia janson and wenzhong] oh and the other one is ismail. LOL. got caught for moustache during in-camp and side-burns during pop, haha, he's a funny guy who loves saying marvellous. LOL.

but yesterday really made me think. i dont know why, but apart from me, some others also felt thar our SJ life was going to end, during the snco pop itself, weird feeling, but quite true though, we only have 11 more months to change the corps, and become the turning point for our corps, and to salvage the declining standard [our squad managed to have a great start, with ALL of us getting promoted to SGT :D] congrats, people. haha, but i really wonder, do i really deserve the sgt rank? thats a question.

oh and i miss hengguang, haha, although he isnt with us physically, but we can actually feel his presence :D haha. i still pass tele message to him [: even those that he shouldnt receive. oops, sorry haha i'm blur D: yea, and we're going to see him soon :D on the 8th, but hopefully, he will be able to get out by then (: GET WELL SOON HENGGUANG, WE ALL MISS YOU ~~WORHS~~.

yea, and i hope that what we said yesterday made you think, you know who i am talking about.

pictures:D

my LOVEly DACTYL house board.

std 1s doing drill :D to tell the truth, i'm seriously proud of them. [:

cip-henry park's boy's brigade. that guy, i think he'd david or sth. omg, he's damn pro, can match up to any of our stds. he would really make a lovely std 1, hopefully. :D

2008-07-04T17:32:00.005+08:00

wooh! idmi's over :D jingqing is no longer a saikang warrior! oh no, actually is a bad, thing. school's going to start officially on tuesday. which means, more maths more chinese and more boring stuff.

oh no, and we're changing LA tcher, which means kumaran's gone and there goes my LA. hey, with kumaran, LA is damn interesting one lah! she's so funny and cute [: and it was the only class that i dont feel bored/sleepy in. nevermind just hope that it will change for the better. woah, he'll be damn pro if he teaches better than kumaran lah! ~~how impossible~~. oh, and there is still math, we're changing tcher for math and chinese too. ha! i hope it'll be alot better:D i think its for sure, oh no, i'm so mean leh.

and i cant receive messages. and i dont know why. ~~i bet i will send damn little sms this month~~ -.-
but according to my dad, he says that the metal part of the sim card oxidised which leads to the prob of me not being able to receive/ send messages. D:

we saw many many AEDs at orchard! ppl out there who have heart disease. please go to orchard to shop instead of any other place cos there is a higher chance of you surviving a heart attack :D

the other day after chionging idmi, we went for lunch and we saw this new french sweets parfait shop at city link [near underpass to suntec] called Marvellous Cream, omg. its damn nice lah! have to try [:

thats their premium parfait. so tempting lah!

they make our customised ice cream on some -16 degrees marble top. so cool leh!

squad bbq :D

saw this cute balloon in the canteen and liwen just went to hold it to take a photo. lol-.-

doesnt look like me meh

jiuhui jenn me sher [may babies]

lydia grace me on zhiwei's car

10promises to my dog! :D go watch it! its damn nice and i cried like mad. D:

2008-07-01T16:38:00.003+08:00

i've got nothing better to do. bored D: more quizzes.[:

You're the time of day right around sunrise, when the sky is still a pale bluish gray. The streets are empty, and the grass and leaves are a little bit sparkly with dew. You are the sound of a few chirpy birds outside the window. You are quiet, peaceful, and contemplative. If you move slowly, it's not because you're lazy ? it's because you know there's no reason to rush. You move like a relaxed cat, pausing for deep stretches that make your muscles feel alive. You are long sips of tea or coffee (out of a mug that's held with both hands) that slowly warm your insides just as the sun is brightening the sky.

At the Hairspray movie premiere, Vanessa Hudgens wore a black mini dress that looked a little bit classy and a little bit sassy. Part classy, part sassy -- that seems like a good description of your personality. When you dress up, you want to be taken seriously, but you don't want to hide who you are. Even if Vanessa's dress isn't exactly your style, you seem like someone who appreciates the practicality and versatility of a great little black dress.

The activist guy is smart, inspired, open-minded, and he honestly believes he can change the world. Don't you just want to hug him? A warning before you do: he might be a tiny bit smelly. If that ever starts to bug you, just think of all the water he's saving by showering less than most people! omg. i think i'm going to faint

How you'll recognize him: He's always talking about saving something or stopping something. Right now, he's probably standing outside the school store, handing out flyers that list which of their products are made in sweatshops.

Why he's perfect for you: You care about things like the environment and human rights as much as he does. You won't take him as seriously as he takes himself.

You think you're Mother Teresa!
You think you're so caring and so helpful, don't you? You're all "I deserve a Nobel Peace Prize, and p.s. I'd make a great saint!" But if you're that dedicated, why don't you prove it? Become a nun, and spend 40 or 50 years living in the slums, smiling at everyone you see... THEN we'll talk. For now, you can keep your oh-so-charitable attitude to yourself. You're no Mother Teresa!

You want to protect human rights.
You believe every person on earth has certain basic rights, and you're on a mission to be sure those rights aren't taken away. For starters, you want to be sure everyone in your town and around the world has access to food, water, and shelter, and is treated fairly by other people. You'd probably feel good about working with an international relief organization or an anti-discrimination group.

You raise awareness... like Angelina Jolie.
Have you ever considered becoming a Goodwill Ambassador for the U.N.? You seem like you'd be great at educating people about international issues, and focusing attention on areas that you think need the most help. Some activists shout angry demands, but you and Angelina Jolie are the kind of calm, intelligent people who can talk to world leaders without getting nervous. Other celebrities who use their fame to attract attention to specific causes are from South of Nowhere, who works to raise awareness of SIDS, and Gabrielle ChristianP!nk, who campaigns for animal rights. You know you don't have to be famous to make a difference, though -- when you care about a cause, you're comfortable getting up in front of a classroom (or a crowd) to talk about why it matters.

You are a fortune cookie!
You are light, tasty, and full of predictions about what's going to happen to other people in the future. You like giving advice about relationships and careers, so you're willing to share your experience and wisdom with friends, family members, or even total strangers. You have an optimistic outlook, and you believe that everything happens for a reason. Even if you have a lot to say, you only need a short note, a quick chat, or a text message to get your ideas across.

Education
We're guessing that you're getting your education in education. As in you actually care how you do in school, because you actually feel a calling toward your career, because it actually matters and will make a difference in the world. We heart you.

Flying Solo
From what we can tell, you have this "independence" thing down. You've got your own opinions, your own life, and you're comfortable with who you are. You're happiest in situations where you can make your own decisions, and nobody else is telling you what to do. Instead of hanging out with people who dress and act exactly like you, you probably prefer to spend time around people with varied interests. You don't take it personally if someone disagrees with you; it's fun to argue with friends once in a while!

2008-07-01T08:33:00.004+08:00

i shall blog about yest.
"it was the happiest day of my life" oh no, i'm not chi chi. D:

haha, went the school EARLY in the morning doing NOTHING. we didnt have enough frames so we went to bras basah to buy. and ~~slack for damn long.~~ oh and we ate pasta mania that almost made me puke as the serving was horribly big.

we were sitting at some exit place [like some beggars] in front of a stall that sells wanton and stuff. then the person, a UC kept saying "欢迎光临，云吞套餐，小笼汤包。" see, he said so many times that i can actually memorise it. LOL. then we continued slacking. and some auntie started walking towards us, smiling. i was like -.- then she startedv saying "1 dollar 1dollar" then apparently the *toot* ppl like ty and zh thought that she wanted to give them money. cos the other time zh and his friends were doing fancy drill then some caucassians gave them money -_- she was actually trying to sell us tissue paper -_- sadly, i look so kind, and the auntie threw the tissue papers into my bag then i was like o.0 haha, then i returned it to her, and we didnt buy anything from her. D:

then we went to yuneng. logistics ppl were practically SKW. and @#^%^&*. oh no, and apart from writing the hiccups during the event, we were almost slacking at the back. D:

after the projecet, MRS. kumaran treated us to seoul garden and according to her, ppl at the table beside us were horrified by us. LOL. i think its cos of liwen :D haha, and that little girl, she eats ALOT! haha, heather, you dont know who's chichi :D

oh, and someone started giving out our math quiz at yuneng, and i thought it was the math test and i was so happy. cos it was the most amazing score for math that i ever got. and i eve double check whether the paper is mine not. LOL. oh, and it wasnt the ct. cos if it is i would kill myself. as it would be so amazing if i passed it. -.-

reached home at 9plus. and died:D

another quiz haha:D

1. How old will you be in 3 birthdays?

18, and i would be able to watch M18 movies and NO MORE MATHS IN MY LIFE. :D

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?

no?!

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?

oh crap, nothing but tests huh. plus intra comp -.-

4. Who was the last person you called?

zhenghui

5. Any plans for today?

just done with the stuff today -meeting MRS kumaran

6. Who was the last person to text you?

tingyun :D

7. Who was the last person you hugged?

tingyun or liying?

8. Missing anyone?

yea haha D:
9. What happened at 11:00 a.m today?

talking to MRS kumaran. oh, and getting pissed off.
11. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?

with :D

12. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?

bare feet :D so comfy :D

13. When was the last time you cried?

dont remember i stm D:
14. What was the last thing you drank?

cold plain water
15. Favorite ice cream?

pembrokeshire's dairy ice cream <3!>

16. What is your favorite number?
18 or sth i think

17. Whats your favorite color(s)?
red, orange, black, white

18. What made you laugh today?

tingyun/ liwen [chua] 's retardedness

19. Do you like coffee?

yea, i drink it every morning
20. How many cups of water do you drink on average?

dont really count, like 3-4
21. What do you drink in the morning?

coffee[:

22. Would you rather kiss a snake or an armadillo?

myself.
23. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?

nah, i need both sides, i'm fat :D

24. Do you know how to play poker?

eh, which kind?

25. What's so good about Friday?

last schooling day of the week. plus there's shopping tmr! of course its good :D
26. Any plans for this week?

liying's present, chua liwen's present. IDMI presentation D:

27. Do you eat out or at home more often?

at home i think, i'm broke.

28. How big is your TV?
thirty plus or forty plus inches?

29. Ever stolen a street sign?
lol. how to and why?

30. Do you keep a piggy bank?

used to.

31. What kind of camera do you have?

olympus?
33. Do you prefer the ocean or a pool?

depends on whether i can swim in it, ocean i think. the scenery would be nice :D

34. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?

window seats haha, can see whats going on outside what.

35. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?

i dont know what is it, plus i havent got my driving license yet

36. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
food :D

37. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?

oh, those lovely "cubic zircona"earrings from uk :D considered?

38. Do you speak any other language?

Chinese. and a little of french :D

39. Can you roll your tongue?

yup.

40. Who is the funniest person you know?
loads. tingyun, liwen [chua and lee] , grace and more.

41. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

YES! patrick!
42. What is the main ring tone on your phone?

forever love
43. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?

nah D:

44. What is the color of your bedroom wall?

light blue

45. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?

yes i'm so environmentally friendly.
46. Are you crushing on someone right now?

nope, not that fat YET.

47. Who?

-
48. What are you doing tomorrow?

meeting ty at kembangan then going to city hall to do idmi D:

49. Are you nervous?

lol. for what.

50. What are you looking forward to?

seeing :D

2008-06-26T21:32:00.004+08:00

omg. i think i screwed the chinese tea test thing today. apparently i got questions that the tcher classify as 'common sense' wrong. oops. i think i'm rather hopeless. D:

haha, talked to ty today. her bro's from rjc and is in medical school. i'm so jealous. all As except for GP which he used to get As all the way. so smart la. I'm so stupid. D: and her elective is so fun leh. some clay thing lah! them they make sculptures which look so artistic haha. still say you're the most not artistic person there. -.-

watching 10 promises to my dog with ty tmr, seems nice lo. ahha. and doing idmi too.

idmi is so sian. and crappy. D: logistics ppl are like maids and cleaners. just that we are not paid.

1. Does anyone have your heart?
maybe. haha.
2. Ever been in a perfect relationship?
nope
3. Which is more romantic: flowers or candy?
flowers haha. i love white roses.
4. Did you sing in the shower today?
i dont sing in the shower -.-
5. When is the last time you cried?
is tearing considered. i teared in the mrt just now all thanks to my contacts. cried. quite long ago i think, i dont remember.
6. Are you scared of bugs?
yea. plus i hate them.
7. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
no haha, i'm a happy girl :D
8. Did you have fun today?
quite a bit, chatting with ty.
9. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
dont have one :D
10. Regret breaking up with any of your exes?
dont have either.
11. How often do you hug?
lol. depends on whether there is a person or occasion for me to hug.
12. The next person you’ll hold hands with, will it mean anything?
i dont think so.
13. The last person you held hands with, did it mean anything?
eh no,just friendship?
14. What would be your choice of weapon?
lol. i not so violent. yet. wait till maths make me insane enough.
15. Do you label people?
depends if the person irritate me.
16. What does your hair look like?
isnt it just hair? black?
17. Where is your cell phone?
beside me? ;D
18. Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up?
yea at times haha
19. What's your favourite number?
8? 15? 18? 25? haha.
20. Have you seen your best friend cry?
think so.
21. Who is your crush?
if its a crush its not meant to be told.
22. What's so great about your crush?
makes me :D
23. Have you ever thought you liked someone, but realised that you actually don't?
think so haha. i'm crazy.
24. Did you dream last night?
think so, cant remeber, i stm.
25. When was the last time you didn't tell the truth?
quite long ago..
26. Do you prefer Maths or Science?
science :D
27. How is your heart lately?
dead? i didnt see a cardiologist recently.
28. How would you tell someone you like them?
i wont tell :D
29. Who always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
depends on what made me sad?
30. Have you ever had your heart broken?
maybe haha, then i repaired it?
31. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Yes.
32. Does the future scare you?
makes me unsure. and i think YES.
33. What disappoints you the most?
when i dont hit the target that i set for myself? like not getting into med school?
34. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
france/pembrokshire[england,wales]
35. What does the sweetest text in your inbox say?
i answered that in the previous quiz le -.-
36. If it's the end of the world, what would be your last wish?
hope its not the end of the world?
37. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
i'm sad?
38. Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
er no. lol. so dumb leh. just hold la!
39. Would you ever steal someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
neh i'm not that evil.
40. Are you a crazy stalker?
no.firstly, i'm not crazy. secondly, i dont stalk.

2008-06-25T16:42:00.004+08:00

i just revived blog. and i dont think anyone will know, since i told no one and no one will care man. :D

1. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
Grace. ~~les~~ squadmate and dactyl mate
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yea
3. What happened at 10am today?
listening tosome guy crap at tea chapter
4. When did you last cry?
dont remember
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
bread?
6. What do you want in your life right now?
one and only one. in 3 and a half years' time. medical school :D
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put on your hood?
hoodies are loved.
8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
super alot of bolsters
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
fbts
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
i also lol, dun worry, u not alone la haha
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
think so, although i dont mean to
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no
13. Wad was the last movie you caught?
kung fu panda -.-
14. What are you proud of?
squad?
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
Yup make liao... wat time go make -grace
16. What's was the last song you sang out loud?
qing fei de yi
17. Do you have any nicknames?
yea.
18. What does your last received msg say? Who was it from?
i just reached haha-yasi
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
10 plus
20. Are you currently happy?
no
21. Who gives you best advice?
depends
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i hate cream
23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
liying
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
loads. hw, uk trip reflections, math tuition.
25. What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
yasi/peijun
26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my aunt
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yea
29. What annoys you most in a person?
disgusting-ness
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
:D
31. Have you ever done cociane?
no, wrong spelling
32. What is the colour of your room?
light blue, but looks like white
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
nah, she's not worth that much
34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
huh?
35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
myself?
36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
yixi
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i did not kiss anyone -.-
38. Do you have a life?
duh, i'm like still here
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
nah i not so black hearted
40. What's the reason behind your profile song?
nil
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
forgot i stm D:
42. Last time u smiled?
just now
43. Have you changed this yr?
think so, but even if yes, not much
44. What are you listening to right now?
haha, i forgot the title
45. Are you talking to someone while you're doing this?
no
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open. lol.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
changes all the time
48. Do you want someone you cant have?
yes
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yea,lol
50. What was the worst idea you had in the week?
dno
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
sleeping, i'm a pig.
52. Are you happy with your love life now?
no
53. What song describes your love life?
nil
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
no and NEVER.
55. Who always makes you laugh?
almost everyone?
56. Do you speak other language other than english?
yes
57. are you blond?
no.
58. What's your middle name?
?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
some test. idmi sonsultation. nc comp train :D
60. What do you think you are like?
?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
nobody.
62. Where have you been today?
School, tea chapter
63. What game do you play often?
city bloxx. not very often though.
64. Who are you missing rite now?
:D
65. If you have to choose between friends and love, which will you choose?
friends i think
66. What are you doing right now?
typing..
67. Which primary school are you from?
maha bodhi
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
red orange white
69. What emoticon do you like to show?
:D
70. What is life to you?
ups and downs
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
emo
72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
-
73. Who do you admire the most?
:D
74. Which month are you born in?
MAY :D
75. How are you feeling right now?
sad. there's MATH TUITION LATER, and i miss :D
76. What is the time now?
125pm
77. Where are you now?
my room
78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
nothing
79. Why are you doing this test?
i'm bored
80. What do you do when you're moody?
i tend to scold ppl just bcos of sth minor when i'm in that state. i'm sorry.
81. At what age do you plan to get married?
?
82. Who is more important to you now? Boyfriends/Friends?
friends.
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
moderate
84. Who is the person you trust most?
myself? but i dont trust myself all the time
85. will you love your crush/bf forever?
maybe
86. If you ever have a dream come true, what would it be?
to be :D
87. What is your goal for this yr?
to not flunk intracomp to be a good instructor to get good grades
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yea
89. What feeling do you love most?
being :D
90. do you really think its global warming now?
yes, like duh! its SOOOOOOOOOOO hot.
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
helplessness
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea.
93. Do you believe in god?
maybe
94. Who cares for you the most?
my parents, friends
95. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
the one and only goal i have.
96. What'll you bring to a fight?
someone who pisses me off that badly
97. What have you regretted in your whole life?
slacking likehell for the past 2 years
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
like dying?
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
break up la.
100! Love with a guarantee of heartbreak, or nvr to be loved at all?
love with a guarantee of heartbreak

i think i'm stupid. haha :D

2008-06-20T10:15:00.001+08:00

-_- just like this, again.